Wednesday morning,grandma was leaving us...
the last time i saw u was 6am tat day,
sat noon sent to hospital,
sunday tat day when i saw u,
u looks better than when u was in hse,
i thought tat u edi recovered...
i thought u still can accompany us at least 1 month...
bt in monday midnite, u started breathing hard,
cardioacceleration up to 170 per minute...
u looks veli suffer tat time...
u look at me,like got something wan 2 tell me,
i try 2 understand wat r u talking,
bt i cant...
izzit u wan 2 tell me tat u veli suffer??
soli grandma,i cant help u tat time,
i dunno wat can i do,
jz standing bside u n looking at u...
tue nite,i cant sleep well d hold nite,
i scared my hse phone rang...
n u oso din closed ur eyes till wed morning...
i thought tat i still can c u after my class...
bt,it's too late...
u edi leaving us at 9:50am.
after i call my daddy,i oni noe tat u edi passed away...
if i din call my daddy when class breaking tat time,
i still dunno wat is going on...
the feeling is same as last time,
try to control my emocation,
bt i cant...my mind cant stop thinking bout u...
wat can i do??jz accept it...
u felt hapi 2 choose tis way...
although u n grandpa was nt here,
bt i can felt tat u all still bside me...
u all r oways in my heart...
婆婆：
从小到大，您都特别疼我...
可能因为您在我小时候曾经照顾过我一段时间...
我们一起睡觉，一起谈天，
还有我最记得您帮我包“汉堡包”...
每当我被人欺负时，
您一定会帮我出头...
我永远都不会忘记那一段快乐的日子...
爸爸告诉我，
从以前您就很担心我...
因为我和哥哥妹妹们不同，
我不爱讲话，
有什么事都会收在心里，
以前我是个爱哭包，
连要哭也不哭出来，
一直忍在心里...
那时侯您就会在我身边一直叫我哭出来...
如今，您已经不在我的身边，
已经没有机会再喂您吃东西，
没有机会听你重复又重复的故事，
重复又重复问我的问题...
您选择离开我们，
其实我们应该替你觉得开心，
因为您终于可以脱离痛苦...
您也走了一段很漫长的路，
很累了...是时候停下来休息...
虽然我们都很舍不得，
但也是时候放下了...
我知道您和公公最大的愿望是希望我们全部都乖乖听话，
努力读书，
而您最希望能够看到我们戴四方帽...
可惜，您只能看到哥哥戴...
我答应您我一定会乖乖听话，努力读书，
我一定会读到大学毕业，戴着四方帽给您们看...
您安息吧～
公公婆婆，
您们现在会在哪里呢？？
我在这里很想念您们...
