对不起爸妈，
我考不到一张更好的成绩给你们看...
我知道这张成绩在你们心目中已经很好，
我不是不能接受它...
只是我不明白,
为什么别人可以，而我就不可以？
能做的我都比别人多做一倍，甚至更多...
这个就是得出来的结果吗？
这就是我的命运吗？
还是我不够努力？
我真的很难受...
一个人躲在房间里,
不知道还能做什么...
头很痛很痛,眼睛已经没有力再睁开...
今天,我睡不着...
第一次躺在床上一个晚上,
望着窗外的月亮,
感觉上月亮就在我面前...
月光照耀着我,
陪了我一个晚上...
一直望着它直到天亮...
我想了很多...
前面还有很长的路等着我,
再怎么辛苦我也要走下去....
盈,谢谢你对我说的那一番话...
这五年来,我第一次向你诉苦...
你知道吗,其实一直以来我都很妒嫉你...
甚至在考试的时候,我会把你当成我的对手,你就像是我的压力...
这些我从来都没有像你说过...
可是,这些都不会影响我们之间的友情...
你永远都是我心目中的榜样...
谢谢你给了我最大的安慰...
long time din update my blog le...
hehe...gt a bit lazy 2 type chinese =)
came bac frm learning car...
learn parking 2day..
finally i noe parking jor,
jz memorize d formula can edi...
haha...
so fast 2day is d 1st of mac...
haiz...
2 month oledi gone!!
tis month can say veli exciting n challenging month 2 me...
tis month many things happen...
going 2 test driving,spm result cum out n go ns soon...
gt a bit scared wit my driving test n d spm result...
haiz...
start thinking of my driving test,
start thinking of result ....
if d driving test "rasuah" veli expensive le...
expensive 2 me la...
if giv tat guy money den y still 1 giv so much money 2 learn car,
veli waste money le...
better giv rasuah den no need pay money 2 learn car lo...
haha...
learn auto d can liao..
jz call daddy teach me...
haha...
hope tat day will lucky,
can get a pass =)
haiz...bt still scared neh....
scared will fail my driving test,
scared my spm result nt gud...
.....................................................
relax gal!!dun think 2 much...
oways remind myself in my mind ^^
my ns camp in perak neh...
perak again...
ok la...nt 2 far...
bt i hope can far a bit frm here,
i thought i will go sarawak or sabah tim...
haha...
dunno my fren in which camp le...
my relative de fren gt 1 same camp wit me,
she say next time introduce 2 me wo,
gt partner go wit me...
no need scared boring liao...
hehe...
